hey yo check this out... i can take pictures...SICKCUNT

cool eh

why the fuck am i awake, i gota work 2day. fmlfmlfml

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runawayslovecoronas

runawayslove...

no signal

dead blue fucking skys...... shit those cunts can bust somes notes.

it was alll a loooooongggggggggggg goodbye.

i really duno why every night i turn my amp on from the time i get home till the time i try n go to sleep. it just happens, maybe im fucking the tubes, they still glow tho, thats a plus huh. cunt.

                                                                      .....

got a cool beanie today for 2 bones. other than that everything was shit, no wait i chated to some of the most amazing cuntz on this earth n got a fucking cute pic of jt kissing me.younglove.

i did also have a corona in the park. styln cunt.

cunts are hookn up swine n shit. fuck i hate pigs. id love to take some of them with me when i bail.

bailing.... well see what the weather brings.

oi im that fucking numb, this isnt me. where is my mess? how come im not looking at the wires coming out of my celing wondering if i could have them in my hand n reach the switch like every other night. i think i could tho... sussn

the draft was auto saved at 12.22am but its 12.20am?thats sick.

 i wana go to canberra n see my family, my brothers...

no 

i need to go. 

im lost without you

fuck i cant let this kill me

(and i love you)....(rreeeaaallllyyy) egap

msn is a gang

blogs are deffs a fucking gang

"i am not angry, i am anger"

im your man

if this is the light, then leave me in the dark.

iv never felt this fucking cold before,fuck. this is eitha guna fix me or destroy me.

every night feels like the one before it and i wana walk away from this.

without you i dont wana be here but having u in my head gives me hope n being next to you everything is perfect. i duno if she really knows how much i need her or want her. the things i would give up at any moment for her i dont even know.

my only highs at the moment are her n talking to the kids i love more than family

everything is else is the same everyday. wake up alone go to work, come home, do nothing, go to bed alone. i think thats the worst bit... that i lie in the same bed, the same place, wishing i had her.

fuck this is starting to sound like a sherri blog.FUCK I LOVE SHERRI.

i cant find anymore words to make you realise. i love you.

iv been sussing some amazing notes this week.

blink-182-----blink-182

tegan n sara -----the con

cat stevens------the hurt, the search

abandon--------demo

eternal lord-----blessed be this nightmare

vera------------dem0 ( mostly just silence... everytime i hear that song, n those words... i wana put a gun in my mouth)

have heart-------songs to scream at the fucking sun  ( or my celing )

i honestly hate god... i dont even think hes really there. but if he is hes a cunt.

my prayers still fall upon deaf ears. 

runaways, dec, i love you cunts more than anything

yeah fuck it. im a mess... still

fuck this for a life

another night doing the same fucking thing, another night alone. ill lie on the same side in my bed, thinking the same thoughts of the same girl, of the same problems that wont go away.


im so fucking sick of this...
another goodbye thats not getting closer to anything.

adrian was right........................... fuuckkk it doesnt get any easier for us.


no matter what i say to her im not getting anywere
no matter what i think say or do i cant shake this feeling


i want this to change so fuuuuuccking bad.
this can fix me girl... thats what i wanted to tell you... you can fix me...but it there has to be more than this... but your outa my reach
n somehow i know thats not guna change

if only there was something i could give to make this happen.

cuz i would give anything for u.
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some memories continue breaking this cold heart


i just wana be happy
fuck it cant be this hard all the time

we needed the stars the other night boys but it just didnt happen
i kinda feel like that was my bad
dan shoulda kickd me in the head to wake me up

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i know know that i was really never good enough n now that im worse i cant deal with it.
i know i wasnt how u wanted me n i really shoulda taken some notice
but im just a fucking runaway
i cant help but think that if mayb i stoped putting myself first we would of had more time togetha
i wish i was what you wanted but its always to late.



like i said
it shoulda been me
im sorry it wasnt

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im to afraid to tell the truth girl and im sorry.
i dont want this to be the me you know.
______________________________________________


pistol please i am done

,

RUNAWAYS FOR LIFE

you cant even comprehend how much these cunts mean to me

treading water and waiting for sharks

i dont even fucking know wer to start. fuck fuck fuck fuck. i want/need this more this/her more than most things iv ever wanted/needed.beatdownnnnnnnssssssssss... fuck. right so i miss my runaways n friers more than life, g burn ddnt really work out for us,fuck.

adrian, dan, runaways;'[\]/,./,';-=@#^= miss those cunts

who knew
i duno if anything i can do will change how this will go down. she is that fucking amazing, like fuck i duno even know how to put it. iv rarely felt this good about someone, and for me to be like this after only a few days is crazy, anyways back to beatdowns... dum dum dududum dum dum. fuuckjcjlhds


keen as fuck for sunday, keen as fuck for vera, keen as fuck for the layedback, keen as fuck for false hope, keen as fuck bury your dead and miley cirus.
I
AM
JUST
ANOTHER
FUCKING
RUNAWAY

then i get a sms... fuucccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkCkkkkkkkkkUkkkkkkkkkNkkkkkkkkkTkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

i dont even wana try

31,485 coin

hows my driving?
hows my life!

RUNAWAYS FOR LIFE
DEC CREW REPRESENT
you cunts are the only ppl (witha small exception of a a few great peps) that i give a fuck about n thats the way its guna stay

p.s FUCK THE POLICE



with love and hate

sinnkkkkkkiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggggg..... andddd SUNK

my life is being lived in 2week loan re-payments with shit being consantly shoveld on me nearly everyday.... give a cunt a break. i just opend a 700 coin phone bill, every fucking door that opens get slamed in my face.ahhhhhhhhhhh i fucking miss you dad

FUCK TELSTRA

i had silence on repeat most of the day, doing laps on my bike, trying to forget everything. i cant even explain how i feel when i have the emotions that come from that song even if i could therd only be one person id wana talk 2 about it...

i had the most fucking amazing chats last night with a.d, i love that cunt. it really helped, just dribbling shit for 3 n a half hours.

i also got done by a fucking cunt of a pig for riding without a helmet

FUCK THE POLICE

i really gota runaway.

fuck my life

*state craft ...to celebrate the forlorn seasons.
the most amazing band iv ever herd, this band has changed my life.
suss some 178/168 hardcore

RUNAWAYS REP!!!

sparks

had a fuckdst day, went to bega to pick up dads ashes





then had a shitty salad at some really nice restraunt in merimbula, the plus was there was heapsa hot ladies working there. i found tegan & sara at a cd shop so mum hooked me the bones to buy it, fuck shes amazing, deff the strongest person i know by far.





blaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk





i got a amazing msg from D2K when i got into 2 bega, the cunt knows how to put a smile on my face!!!

on the way home i was sussn fences in padocks n how one side in dry as fuck n the other is green, i duno it felt like it had some signifigance then,


yeahh thats about it

dockedrunaways

last night was that fucking amazing and miley cirus is that fucking hot and i got that fucking drunk last night n rung that many cuntz n wasted that much credit/plan/moneythatidonthave,

im fucking fried, but these kids give me a grip and fix my cunt when it breaks...


RUNAWAYS
you guys are my family, the hangs/shit talking/pissing our selfs/drinking piss/docking/fucked shit make me forget about everything that sucks
if you guys read this.... i fucking love you and apreciate you and everything we have so ffuuuuuuucckkkkking much, but i feel like even those words arnt enough. i wish we wernt so far away and *blank*........uhh
RUNAWAY
we just dont see each other enough...

but i know we will never let this shit die, without saying it/hearing it i know we all feel the same
and this is guna help us out ya know, i wana help you out man, well more than just help you out i want it/you (all )to be ok/happy. we just gota run and keep running, iv got so much hope for us, and im not really about hope.i love you

fuck raised fist hit rad notes
fuck
fuck
fuck
i think i gota get of the net its.... draining
runawaysfamily
thesearemyfriendsihavetherebackstheyaretheclosetthingtobloodthatihave
xx
x
3rdx

AHHH FUCK WE DOCKED... stoking,

hows my life?







these eyes tell the tail of a desprate man
i guess thats it toooooo afraid to telll the truth


sorunforyourlifeliveordie

i honestly love you boys