Tuesday, April 21, 2009

fuck this for a life

another night doing the same fucking thing, another night alone. ill lie on the same side in my bed, thinking the same thoughts of the same girl, of the same problems that wont go away.


im so fucking sick of this...
another goodbye thats not getting closer to anything.

adrian was right........................... fuuckkk it doesnt get any easier for us.


no matter what i say to her im not getting anywere
no matter what i think say or do i cant shake this feeling


i want this to change so fuuuuuccking bad.
this can fix me girl... thats what i wanted to tell you... you can fix me...but it there has to be more than this... but your outa my reach
n somehow i know thats not guna change

if only there was something i could give to make this happen.

cuz i would give anything for u.
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some memories continue breaking this cold heart


i just wana be happy
fuck it cant be this hard all the time

we needed the stars the other night boys but it just didnt happen
i kinda feel like that was my bad
dan shoulda kickd me in the head to wake me up

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i know know that i was really never good enough n now that im worse i cant deal with it.
i know i wasnt how u wanted me n i really shoulda taken some notice
but im just a fucking runaway
i cant help but think that if mayb i stoped putting myself first we would of had more time togetha
i wish i was what you wanted but its always to late.



like i said
it shoulda been me
im sorry it wasnt

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im to afraid to tell the truth girl and im sorry.
i dont want this to be the me you know.
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pistol please i am done

2 comments:

  1. Li im sure whoever this girl is will come through in the end. People cant help but fall for you cos your that great and she will deffinatly figure that out haha. If i knew a bit more about the whole thing i would say a bit more but i dont so i cant aha but yeah doesnt matter how much i know, cos above that i know things will get better =] love you.

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  2. I don't need company. In the company of you
    and I don't I don't need love, coz your love will do.
    I've got you, and you've got me, and that's all we need.
    I don't need air, I don't need to breathe
    and I don't need rest, I don't have time to sleep
    coz I've got you, and you've got me, and that's all we need.
    When I get up, so do you. When you get up, I sleep right through.
    On the road, I feel alone, and I can't wait until I'm home
    coz I've got you, and you've got me
    yeah I've got you, and you've got me.
    And that's all we need.

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