iv never felt this fucking cold before,fuck. this is eitha guna fix me or destroy me.
every night feels like the one before it and i wana walk away from this.
without you i dont wana be here but having u in my head gives me hope n being next to you everything is perfect. i duno if she really knows how much i need her or want her. the things i would give up at any moment for her i dont even know.
my only highs at the moment are her n talking to the kids i love more than family
everything is else is the same everyday. wake up alone go to work, come home, do nothing, go to bed alone. i think thats the worst bit... that i lie in the same bed, the same place, wishing i had her.
fuck this is starting to sound like a sherri blog.FUCK I LOVE SHERRI.
i cant find anymore words to make you realise. i love you.
iv been sussing some amazing notes this week.
blink-182-----blink-182
tegan n sara -----the con
cat stevens------the hurt, the search
abandon--------demo
eternal lord-----blessed be this nightmare
vera------------dem0 ( mostly just silence... everytime i hear that song, n those words... i wana put a gun in my mouth)
have heart-------songs to scream at the fucking sun ( or my celing )
i honestly hate god... i dont even think hes really there. but if he is hes a cunt.
my prayers still fall upon deaf ears.
runaways, dec, i love you cunts more than anything
yeah fuck it. im a mess... still
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