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i wana stop hating...but i wont

i wana stop ringing you when im drunk...i wont

i wana stop not wanting to wake up...but i wont

i wana stop drinking....but i wont

i would kill for her to feel the same...but she wont

i wana stop being alone everynight....but i wont

i wana be happy...i wont

i wana know what gos thru her head when she sees me...i wont... the only word i get is "fuck"

i wana be debt free...but the bank wants there 30k back

i want her to come thru my window into my room full of lit candles n wake me up... she wont

i want her ontop of me...

i wana be ontop of her...

i wana wisper in her ear...

i wana fuck her that bad...but i cant 

i wana wake up every morning with her taste still in my mouth

i wana wake up with her smiling at me...

i wana let go....i cant...even if i could i wouldnt

i want out

i want a glock 18

i know your reading this n my window is still open. 

i want you to know how much you mean to me...you wont

i want you to know that i love you.................................................................................................